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holy scottys!
i cant even begin to say where i have left off and what has been going on..
i havent wriitten in FOREVERRRRRRR because my comp has been gay. but during this time ive realized that although i deeply love my journal =/ its just not workin hah. ive noticed that most of my enttrys have been sad and upset all because of scotty. well quick update things are going GREAT=PERFECT and shall be completely perfect in no time <3 as of now im not going to permanently delete my journal just in case i ever want it again. but for now., ihave to say goodbye. theres alot of stuff going on and i think i need to focus on all of it as opposed to just writing it or typing it down. thanks to all the devoted readers LOL =]] its been f-a-b <3 but for now im gonna focus on whats going on, i need to cuz theres a wholee lot =D
and hey kids, keep those fingers crossed and i just might return some day,, soon?
<3 gonna miss it <3
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[09 Sep 2004|08:43pm] |
wow i havent written in soo long.. aol doesnt seem to be working. right now im at my dads so i can but i wont be updating alot like usual for awhile =/ yes i know sucks for ya! well where to begin. theres been quite some hectecness! but ive learned to say f*u and whatever and just move on with it. if its meant to be fixed itll fix its self and it seems to be doing so =] the beach this weekwas A-M-A-Z-I-N-G <3 lets just say that im pretty sure things are going cool with me and him <3 or them.. hahah =]]] it was just amazing. when u put me and jer together with the husbands =PERFECTION!! =D tommarow the jackson 5 is going to deerfield for my birthday dinner it shall be awesome as always <3 not much in the updating mood although ALOT has happene and alot more should.. but hey its cool haha =]
things are finally finally looking up <3
<3 mee dude
p.s. NO SCHOOL FOR ME TOMMAROW! YOWZAAA
p.p.s OHH SHIAAT WHOS GOIN TO THE HANSON CONCERT?!! THAT WOULD BE ME AND THE BIFFLES HOLLURRRR
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well can we say over dramatic?! you think by the way they talked about the f*ing hurricane it would of taken us straight to hollywood! {ugh i wish} but noo.. yea theres some knocked over trees and shit but come on i SOO could of be surfing =/ but thank god its over im pretty sure. ive had more of a chance of death by BOREDOM than the HURRICANE! =0 i must have gained 5 pounds over this time period, ive done nothing but eat,watchtv,and use the computer. thank scottys i didnt lose power i really would have been foreced to commit suicide =X
now i hear of an ivan comong!? i think not i will fight ivan.. haha but if its ivan florence { aka brother of the oh so PERFECT john john}.. / right jackson 5?! / ill def. take it <3 haaa. tommarow i can only pray we go to deerfield. im oh so worried about everyone.. ecspecially ely ,roman, and tanner <3 there houses are ever so close to the beach *5TH STREET* DUHHH! =/ there will def. be some clean up action tommarow <3 tonight hopefully the jackson 5 will do some groovin =]] haha. so i guess ive made it.. but if this continues anylonger without my boys i definently will be DEAD =XXX
sincerely <3 dying
p.s i see the first ray of sunshine!!
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hello old chaps =]
ive given my journal a makeover, i must say i like it => the picture is just friggen amazing <3 Anyways theres been some shit happening. put it this way.. if this were an airplane.. it would be full of turbulence and a whole bunchof people puking! ---> thanks carly lol.
but you know what.. im sick of trying to fix things, so ive decided to let them fall into place. ah but enough of that hog wash. ely called me yesterday morning at 940 and woke meup.. it was great! hah usually if it had been anyone else i woulda been like ahhh im sleeping.. but for my ely who i havent talked to inforever.. it was cool! we talked alot about the whole roman thing [ohh mann .. AMAZING]and all that jaz. then last night i went to jericas and we watched eurotrip.the characters names were just amazing cough cough SCOTTTYYY <3 haa. it was way fun. in blockbuster we had just a ball haha wayy to cool man. then jammed to some ashlee in the car. we have THE best dance to #5,, our anthem right?! <3 today she came over.. its just
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for us to be apart! haa ilu. i cant even begin to describe our day. we just had tons of fun. whenever we do something thats all we ever do lol.. and of course many talks about the husbands <3
well i wish this hurricane would just hit (ever so lightly) so i can go surfing and see everyone.
i lovee my husband
<3 mrs. scotty haha
a few things -
*you learn to laugh at the people who try and bring you down
*blockbuster is screaming dangerrr
*the ashlee cd is basically what i would of written myself
*jericas cam phone is spectacular
*me and jer have 24/7 "kodak moments"
*im going to wait for him... because i know its all gonna come
*8 days until the howard johnson.. i just cant wait
*september 11th plans udergo {amazing birthday}
*every thing reminds me of him,, and yes,, im in love Y
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sorry havent been around in awhile.. its been complete chaos.
first let me start out by saying i found out about michelle and i dont even know how to begin to talk about it, i cant, i wont=/ but one thing i can say is that i hate when someone dies and all of a sudden everyone seems to have "known" them. so to some people reading this, if you honestly have any respect you will stop telling people the storys you have heard and let her be. its horrible i miss her terribly. aside from that i think that *missing* is just a main basis in my life. i am missing scotty completely =[ im in high hopes we will be able to go surfing tommarow but who knows? :praying: schools cancelled because of the hurricane which i guess is good its just, well i cant stand not to see all of the deerfield crew for that long =/ ugh deerfield=life <3
im gonna go,just thought id check in.. let ya know im still livin' =]
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[29 Aug 2004|01:34pm] |
this might be my only entry for awhile do to the fact that i am so called "grounded from the computer" um fuck you? lately its just been so weird. i meen i know that we will eventually be together.. but this in between time is just so gay and not needed =/ its unbeilevable how much i love that kid. i dont really feel like going into detail about my whole weekend. it was great <3 i love being in deerfield i really do hope i move who f*ing knows now because of my completely narotic mom.. but no i do beileve we will. other wise im elys new sis! =] there was some bumps yesterday that are still pissing meo ff but i know that hes my love and thats all. so thats how it goes. im dreading school i hate it .. i just love when ever im in deerfield.. and my b-day is coming up. it shall be amazing.
i loooooveeeeeee my husband {right jer =]}
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In Love Love Love Love Love does not begin to describe <3
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hollyyyyyy shiiaaatt
i am in the BEST mood i have been in, for like a LONGGGG time =]]] its so amazing <3 last night was fun. me and jer just sat home and listened to some music,chatted and had a bff time.. but today yes today was IT! if uve noticed in like all my entrys ive talked about something good happening with me and him <3 or just everything.. and today was AMAZING. we got there and just hung out then we decided to go get ely at his house. so we went there to the amazing 5th street {ahh future home} and saw roman and tanners house <3 we got ely and were walking when jaq jsut SCREAMS to roman.. oh man "your hot" blah blah it was so scary but funny. then we were walking and he waved. holy shiaatt it might not be alot to anyone but my jackson 5 but thats cuz noone has gone through this amazing summer and really actually gets it all =] so amazing fun there. we went back to the beach and just hungout. thenarielle and all the others came. it was fun. we didnt get to stay to long so when we were leaving i guess i jsut got so emotinal lol and completely spilled it to mike.. but its good cuz it needed to be done <3
me:if roman comes by tell him i said holaa haha
mike:oh god do you like him now to
me: well hes just very hot
mike:what about scotty?
me:oh geese,,of course! that kid is just the coolest
mike: well romans going into high school so...
me:and scotty?
mike:well what about roman?
me:i reallylike scotty though
mike: you do?
me: *bites lip* ah yeaa =]
-keep on bringing up roman?-
holy shitt i was so proud of my self so we will just have to see where that goes from here <3 /high hopes/
then tonight i come to find out that christy goes to deerfield middle and knows scotty!! holy crap um woah?! so many coincidences just cant take em ne more!!!! so i feel some telephone time tommarow ;) everything is finally coming together, i dont wanna jinx it but yess i think i actually deserve a little time not so down inthe dumps..
am i FINALLY getting it? {{crosses fingers}}
<3 marlon jackson
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well i have made it through the first week of school with minor cuts and bruises. im not gonna dash alot about the subject,because it is not my most important thing nor do i really care at all =] however,to end the week with a BAM me and my biffle jerica wore our board shirts. it was amazing. they made me feel at home {yes yes in may!!} and just gave a complete FINGER to all of jpt and u stuck up your ass kinds of people you know? =]]] it was weird we ended up having the same color shoes,same hair, and bright shirts also. very odd! but hotttt <3 last night was fun. me ash and jaq got some wendys and had a fun time at the house haha. we had a few discussions on the boys <3 oh man tommarow wahooo. and we listene to some R.E.M and hanson (( also coming to the conlusion we are now hanson))
*jaq-isaac
*Ash-taylor
*me- zac!
and danced.. haha. then we went over to dads and walked to hollywood video <-- amazing name. to get bad news bears!!! only my FAVORITE movie of all time <3 its my new voice mail.. haha yeaaa. and walked to eckerds to get some candy and elastics =D jer picked us up and we went and did my hair while listening to dashboard. waoh i looked like scotty!! right jaq,ash and jer?! it was wayy hot ariiight <33333
then we watched the movie. man it never gets old. now theres ALOT of coincidences with the whole situation if ya dont kno well then ya shouldnt? but its way weird. and last night on the movie [and ive never heard this before] the manager was talking and said the big game is on......JUNE 19TH!! if yall dont remeber its THE anniversary. we all screamed at the same time and just freaked o-u-t! i was running around and almost threw up lol.. but honestly i did. and we didnt settle for quite awhile, im actually still not over it <3 this all has to meen something write? oh man ihope. then we realized the "jammin in jamaica" pic i took got a bit exersisted out?! it was really scary lol loong story =] but then today they left and were gonna of course do something tonight. i love my jackson 5. and even though today is saturday and is hould be surfing/falling in love.. thats all being saved for tommarow which seems like a cool idea its bad weather so i bet theres major waves~~~.
oh and jackson 5.. the hojo on the 11th is a go go!! ahh its gonna be AMAZING <3
im outtttt
p.s i love the arizona jean commercial it reminds me of all the adventures we have guys! <3
p.p.s may/june move is undergo.. cross them finggasssss =]]] ^X^
p.p.p.s- dayna if ur reading this.. ur retainer is looking at me.. and i LOVE YOU <3
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[19 Aug 2004|09:04pm] |
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HaPpY 2 MonthS <3
i loveeee you soo friggen much =]
"And your the only reason that i face these days.. to get to the ones when i see you <3
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woah its weird , with so much hecticness lately i havent been able to update alot! woah
well well well, what really is there to say about school? its um school? i dont like it, but there are small, and yes SMALL parts of it that are alright.But ive also realized that its just school? its 7 hrs out of my day and ifi can just get by with it then i can be lead to my weekends <3 ::holds heart and sighs:: and the better parts of my so called life. Im not even going to go into detail about school because to me, its not important. although my lovely dayna and her dear sweet momma are helping out my mom with the whole glades situation.. but no i dont even know what to do. ive heard it isnt that great,then again either is jpt.. and im MOST LIKELY leaving in may/june? so ugh w/e. im way excited for saturday ohh man the days until my birthday are gettin smaller* party at the deerfield HOJO jackson 5?! ohh yeaa kabalah hollaaa <3
im gonna go im just so hfughfhjihgfhgfhghgiho
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<3 incase noone is aware of how amazing my summer was, hear is a dedication,, andyes {well deserved} <3 before my list.. i want to say to the AMAZING people i met this summer,thanks. you guys (one in particular <3) have made me realize i shouldnt give a fuck about trying to please people, and that its cool to be and if you dontlike it.. walk the other way ;) you guys have become amazing friends and even though we dont live so close. were gonna stay great friends no matter what* thanks for the amazing summer guys and were only gonna keep the fun up!
-June 19th the BEST day of my life. i met him and now things will never be the same <3
-ive never known the amazing effect of shark heads and body parts until that day^
-surfing is my calling =] dam straiiight
-when you meet the right people, you realize everything.. like whats important and whos not.. thanks guys i love you
ive had expireinces this summer that i KNOW i wouldnt trade in for anything. ive made friends with the most awesome people and were gonna stay friends. I hate the fact of going back to school, but these people and this place are amazing {place not being coral springs} so i know nothings gonna change. Im actually in love <3 its the best feeling and if it werent for this amazing summer. If i wrote everything that happened and all the perfect expiriences ive had, well, they just wouldnt fit in this entry. i had to write this entry just for my self. not exactly closure, because i am going to continue with everything and everyone, but just. well its hard to explain. im just compltely happy ive had this summer. with NO competition it has definently been my best summer ever,, ever <3 ig uess this is all. i have alot more but it doesnt need to be written. i hate school but atleast may is only 9 months! ahh thats like a baby. .but ehy thats cool! my baby arrives in may. babys bring joy and my move will bring even more! <3 i loved my summer.. i hate it now.. but i love my saturdays and i love him more than anything else ever <3 =]
jackson 5.. this summer wouldnt have been perfect without you guys.. i love you we are truly best friends.. like always ariiight! <3
/maybe all this stuff is gonna add up and make a huge BIG GREAT thing!.. keeping those fingers crossed/
love is an understatement
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well havent updated in a little.. this entry shall be short. hell started today, aka school =/ ash slept over last night so then we al went together this morning. when the bell rang this morning it was just me and jerica and we started to cry. just looking at the pics of our amazing summer and the AMAZING people made us cry. i ran to class hoping the tears would stop. how to put the day .. BLAH =[. i jsut want to move.. were still trying for glades but w/e im almost OFFICIALLY moving in may! yess holy shit yess <3 atleast theres something to lookforward to. i dont really feel like talking about school.. its not worth it. ill just go and get through with it so i can get to the good parts of the life. atleast my jackson 5 is there =/ im doin a seperate entry right now completely devoted to my PERFECT summer.
arriiight then
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today today..
practically amazing <3
my saturdays are just dandy and one of the few (but great)highlights of my prehollywood life. which just to add in i got me fixed up with an agent last night =] i forget the company name but wahoo! there gonna call up my momma when theres auditions and shiznits like that wahoo im finally getting my foot in the door,, haha better reserve those seats to my concerts/movies* today was just ahh as usual bit a zing of betterness! haha. the ride up was much fun and then we got there and island was crowded so w0oah <3 we exchanged jers board shorts and hung out there. went to the beach and just ahh lots of fun =]]
lunch was interesting.. kicked out of surfside? all thanks to jaq and jill but its cool guys haha.. caught some pretty good waves to.
later we went to island and got stamped.. a little?haha
jer got stamped yes...all over.. by none other than the tanner =D he got her all over it was so great i got amazing pics of that! then they took a cute one at the end lol.. hey jackson 5,forceful are we?! haha
hung out there and jer got her bottle cap key chain cool to the max. we were in pics and on video cuz of her interesiting apperarence!! hahah kabalah hollaaaa *
heading back to the beach we hung out with mike and all. watched the skimboarding played a bit of football.. andoh yes i got into a near physical fight with HUGE muscular man haha i woulda killed em right guys? ;) jaq got to use jonnys so she was in heaven hah <3 it was fun and i got to see um.. ahh yes yes you know<3 hes just so perfect its inhumane.. and i must say the eye contact level..i twas PHENOMENAL <3 everyones telling me things are starting to come together and things should happpen soon.. oh if i only life was a vcr and i could fast forward haha*
but it was sucha nice day jsut perfect things coulda been a bit better we all kno how ;)but they were good <3
i am dreading the start of school even though ill be at deerfield every possible chance, its just so yuck.. i hate it and want to move NOW.. but hes always *perfect*
<3 Marlon jackson
P.S ILL BE PUTTIN IN A SUMMER EDITIONTOMMAROW.. FEEL LIKE I MUST,,I MEEN ITS BEEN AN AMAZING SUMMER <333333
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had an /interesting/ night tonight.. but dont feel the need to chat it out. tommarow is surfing.. i am more than excited,ecstatic,um any words just throw em in! i have no idea how i am going to handle tommarow. although we will still go saturdays and other days we can.. its just gonna be different because of schedules and all. i must say my goodbye tommaorw, well its not a goodbye but its so hard to explain. only my jackson 5 can get it.=/ but its gonna be alot of fun. im completely dreading the end of the day, but were staying late so ariight <3 ive had an amazing summer up until the point of being told i have to start out my year at taravella. but i will most likely be switching soon so cross them fingers ^X^. but ugh dont wanna talk about all that jaz.. jusst looking forward to tommarow with the amazing people and the waves are gonnabe sickkkk.. yes =]
well im going to head to bed i have to get up early <-- that rhymed
<3 soo summer =[
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well were still trying for coral glades =/ wish me luck. i heard someone else got in today.. am i missing something? last night was major fun. me and jerica (kabalah holla) watched *bad news bears* it is the GREATEST movie ever made. ive seen it before and its always been one of my favs. but now in our situation its AMAZING <3 my favorite is ~tanner~ <-- ha oh yea,, they look exactly like our um... lovers? and its just amazing. jer found one who looked like roman<3 oh oh is he hotttt ! i cannot beileve summer is ending it is horrible. i think this weekend ill have a summer wrap up entry yeah, its gonna bring tears to my eyes but i think i needa do it =[ ii realllllly hope to get into glades man. today i think i shall go see arielle and amazing amelia is going to be my "mom" and call school.. that means alot thank u buddy =] i dont have much to say except... THE BEARS ROCK <3
and tommarow is saturday.. ohh yea ;)
<3manager of the bnb's*
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tanner <3
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Today i went and picked up my sched. =[ i found out today FOR SURE if i got into glades or not. with my luck im sure i dont. but today was ok i was with my bffs ((jackson 5)) and saw some people so alriight. The whole time there i just couldnt stop thinking about him <3 whats new? i really want to move so bad im hoping it does happen and SOON. AHH life would me *amazing* i dont even care about anything.. saturday is our last day there of summer ugh hell=/ it shall be great though ;) in case i do have to stay at taravella {ugh} here is my schedule.. let me know if we have anything.
_schedule to hell_ (((would much more prefer deefield sched)))
1)drama 2 /sessions
2)World history/biggar
3)spanish 1/valdez
4)Alg 1b/Thomas
5)English 2 honors/cook
6)creative photo 1/anderson
7)biology/llanos
~The jackson 5 is sharing ash's locker.. oh hyeaa its gonna look hott.. ALRIIGHT <3~
<3 allen <--- 4 shoooo
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havent updated in awhile.. alots been going on. right now im soo beyond pissed. I want to get into fucking glades and it doesnt look good. even if i am leaving in may {holy shit yes} i still want to go there for this year. ugh i hate this. i just wish i didnt live here ne moreeeee =[ its beyond gay. ah but w.e. im in deerfield as much as possible so its alright for now i guess. sunday was amazing 8 foot waves! they totally tested us but we didnt amazing. its so funny how surfing is like the new "thing" because i would like to see HALF of those people who think there "so surfer" out there.. im so proud of all of us wahhoo. im still way so sore but it was so worth it. i got some skateboard injuries to haah.. according to ely im officaly a deerfield skateboarder.. say whaat?! =] i love it there.. completely love it. <3 i cant wait till im there for good ugh its to long =/ hopefully the whole school thing works out cuz as much as i hate it here, i hate most of the taravella sluts MOREEE! (but my jackson 5 you guys are amazing bff) im not in the writing mood i just had to throw that in there*
<3 me
HOLY SHIT I FUCKING HATE MY LIFEE
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